Moments, no nano seconds after my rant posting, a dear friend sent me this email. I haven't talked to him in ages, and just like a god he came right on time with the following message.
"Instead of seeing yourself as a famous actor or writer and so on, see yourself inspiring countless people with your work and enriching their lives.
Feel how that activity enriches or deepens not only your life but that of countless others.
Feel yourself being an opening through which energy flows from the unmanifested source of all life through you for the benefit of all."
- Eckhart Tolle
I know things are a little crazy at the moment. But know this: you are not failing. You are living. This is not the end. It's the beginning. It is THIS experience, THIS NOW, that will inform the words you are yet to write, the truths you are yet to speak, the stories you are yet to tell and the inspiration you already shine forth and will continue to do so - but in ways more powerful than you could ever dream. I know this to be true.
So stay the course. You are not lost. You are on the journey. And what a blessing it is. Just remember to breathe.
I love you, girl.
How awesome is that????